[di-sizh-uhn] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation –noun | - | the act or process of deciding; determination, as of a question or doubt, by making a judgment |
life is full of decisions to make. whether it is easy or hard decisions, one just have to make that stoooopid decision. the outcome of that decision is either good or bad. so?
bad decision means bad outcome, good decision is what everyone wants. but in decision, comes a new thing called 'Risk'.
risk
[risk] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation –noun | - | exposure to the chance of injury or loss; a hazard or dangerous chance: It's not worth the risk. |
we have so many risk from the decisions that we're gonna make. 'What if's'. there are so many what if's. what if the decision that we made turn out to be bad. what will happen.
after risk, then there's 'Chain Reaction'. Chain Reaction is a series of events in which each event is the result of the one preceding and the cause of the one following.
things that you do will suddenly come out with 'sub-topics' if get what i mean. everything you do has something going on after that. so why we have to make decisions?
what the fuck i'm talking bout??! i tink im entering mid-life crisis. but isnt it a bit too young for me to be entering that? wtf.
been to alot of pressure and stressed out with decisions lately. my mind juz cant stop thinking bout the risk, chain reaction from the decision that i have to make. i just hate being in such situation. i wanna chill, relax, and me, myself and i, where i'm a 'a-step-at-a-time' person. i can't stop telling myself i'm a future-looking person when i can't.
I HATE MAKING DECISIONS!
guess its either im gonna have a tough 2nd half of the year, or im gonna enjoy it. really have to pray hard for my future. i know i need to....
till then...
